I was the luckiest person on earth because I loved a perfect girl.Throughout the year,I observed that girl from a distant without her knowledge.She was gentle,noble and a good hearted.Of course she was the prettiest girl in the whole world.I was unwillingly attracted towards her.My love too was pure.I am still unaware of her height,body type and her dressing sense.She looked same to me in her every aspect.All I remember is the purity of soul.A beautiful girl in the form of a body.
Another year passed by,Although it was a beautiful year of my life.I do not remember any sadness in that particular time.I was now in 8th grade.This year came with the beginning of a tragic story.I still remember that problematic day when we were having a class.The teachers had gone strict because our seniority was increasing.Studies too had gone more complex.It was the time when I had to show my fighting skills in the battle field of education.In the recess time,a group of girls and boys were sitting on a bench.I was included in that group.Someone accelerated the topic of love.A long discussion followed by.A girl asked me if I have loved someone.I made a foolish attempt to tell her the truth.Although I made her swear not to tell anyone.She promised that she will not tell anyone.Her name was Anum. A week had passed,Anum didn't told anyone,I was happy about it.I just wanted to protect my feelings.For me,I was the by-product of my feelings.Although during that week she sweet-teased Hani by giving her clues. It was Friday.After the school was off,I was packing my bag.Anum came to me and quickly told me that I am going to tell Hani about your truth.She is my friend,and now she is asking.I cannot lie to her,otherwise my friendship will be in danger. I got astonished.I tried to speak but could not find any words.In no time,she ran away from the spot.A weekend followed by after that day.I spent the whole weekend thinking that how will she feel.I was expecting no answer from the other side.She was my first love.Apparently I was proposing her.Although it was against my will.On Monday morning,I woke up with a heavy head.I didn't wanted to face her but I had to.Due to heavy rain,I was 10 Min's late in the class.As I entered in the class,I unwillingly gave my first sight to Hani.She was too looking at me with a worried gesture.

Time was flying.I was happy about it.I just wanted to go home.As a break came,she sent over Anum to me.She came and said that Hani is saying that,"I HATE YOU".It was over.My feelings were crushed to ground.I repeatedly thought to myself that she was the first one and she didn't even showed some respect.I was too young for this kind of shit.I felt difficulty in adjusting with it.I never adjusted with it.


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