I was unable to believe that life at this point would take a sharp turn like this.However,I still loved her with all my heart.I tried my best not to show my feelings to anyone, not even her.I didn't wanted to further reveal myself.Whenever we come closer to each other,I simply put myself aside.I tried my best to show my hatred nature to her.However,deep inside were the feelings of lovlurking.Whenever I come back to home,Thinking of her,I listened to this particular song over and over again.Thinking of her beauty each and every time.I would usually go out to find some peaceful place and sit there for hours.Just thinking about one particular person,"HANI".I started praying to ALLAH,5 times a day so that I could raise my both hands and pray for her.Love changed my life.She was also usually calm and quiet.Sometimes but mostly her attention was directed towards me.Of course,She was also experiencing it for the first time.One day her friends came to me and said that their is a girl in 4th grade,she is in love with you.I gave no attention towards them,My trust was no longer with them.I didn't believed them.However,they once came to me and brought a paper.On the paper,it was written with a very untidy handwriting,difficult to read,"I Love You".I didn't responded back,I just thought to myself,"Only If her name would be Hani".I realize now that those were only the checks placed by her.She was testing me.But I couldn't respond back because of lack of my trust in girls.


Three weeks had passed,I was now getting very uncomfortable.One day Anum was sitting beside me.Hani had stopped all the communication with me.So I told Anum that tell Hani,I saw something in my dream.She asked what is it?.I didn't replied.She asked,Were you both getting married in the dream?.I said YES,I Lied.I just wanted to communicate with her.The next day,she got very uncomfortable learning from Anum,about my dream.She was upset so she told me to stop all this.I said sorry and promised myself never to speak of this again.Her beautiful heart accepted my apology.I could never forget that wonderful moment when in class,She was sitting behind me,after the recess,I noticed her tying her hairs,I could not resist.I looked back.She smiled and said with a sweet voice,"Don't look back,Look ahead".I could not resist smiling.However that was the best moment of my life.My feelings were on peak,I was having vivid dreams.One day,I was sitting in my class discussing about those dreams with Ali.I was telling him that I could not live like this.My each night is filled with horrors.After the school was off,I was walking down the stairs with him.At that instance I asked him to pray for me about my vivid dreams.As I stepped down,Hani passed by,I ignored her. I was waiting for my father in the garage,to pick me up.I was surrounded by my friends.Their were also some teachers sitting on a side.



From nowhere,their came Hani,furious and filled with with anger.She was accompanied by her friends.She came straight towards me,stopped for a second and directly slapped me on my right cheek with full force. I got astonished.I thought that this must be one of the dreams I was having each night.All the students started staring at me,like I had done some murder.Teachers ignored me.I moved few steps and couldn't find power in my legs to walk.I sat down on the floor.I could feel the pain from my running blood.I could feel blood flowing fast around my brain.After that I felt nothing.My mind was just thinking that "WHY"?.What was my fault?.Confusion arouse bringing pain along with it.