7-One Sided Love.

My 9th grade passed like a strong wave of wind,blowing hard and fast,tearing everything apart in its way.I still loved her with all my heart.I would usually go to the corner of a playground and would stare at her whenever I got the chance to do so.Time had healed some of my wounds but scars remained.I had lost my friends,so I usually wandered alone.I just watched her smiles and her happiness throughout the year.Although she did hid herself whenever she catches me staring at her.I was so mad in her love that I got blind.I couldn't see anything except her.Both the classes were side by side.I would usually go to the other side and watch her and after that I tried to sit in the same row and column in my class.I exactly remember that once I stole a chair on which she would usually sit in the times of our union.I placed that chair in my own class and sat daily on it.One morning I was going to my school,As I left my block I saw her coming from the other block.All these years she was living beside me and I didn't even know.I wandered like a hurt animal in that block for over a month.Once I was wandering in that block,I found a small mosque near a park.I ran towards it,offered my Maghreb prayer and prayed to ALLAH for forgiveness.I just wanted her to come back.

My grades had fallen fallen to 60%.I was unable to give a proper attention towards studies.The whole year passed like that.Although it was low in intensity than the previous years.I was usually sick through out the year.High fever,vomiting and cold sweating were common.I couldn't taste life.For me,everything was black and white.Although the only colours I could see were the colours Hani left over for me,her imagination.Whenever I stared at her I could see the only colours in her.The sight was pleasing.