My 10th grade was about to over,Time of our separation had come.We were going to be separated forever.I was half happy and half sad.I was happy that I would leave this hell like place forever,I was sad that I will not see Hani ever.I was just waiting for our farewell.However,I had a strong belief that on the farewell party she would come to me and would say good bye.Of course,she had to.I mean we were going to be separated forever.What ever happened between us was not satisfactory.At the end of the day,we must apologize to each other and finish all the differences.After all we were class fellows,we spent 5 years together.We could do this much.
I prepared my self for the grand day.I reached earlier than anyone else.I sat on a chair and was watching the stage constantly.Soon after,the hall was full of many youngsters.My eyes were finding just one person in particular,"Hani".I was wondering in the main hall,suddenly my eyes struck a beautiful princess.There she was.Pretty,gorgeous and lively as always.She sat on a chair in front of me.Emotionally,I was getting prepared to talk to her.I planned to finish this issue,once and for all.The function began,soon they were giving away titles to every student.I got the title matching my reputation,"Its Bad,but its Business".I don't care about that.All I cared was Hani.She got the title of "Candy".Of course she deserves it.She was the most sweetest person I have ever seen.
But,the thing that worried me was that she didn't even cared for me.Well,the truth is that she never came to me,not even that day.
It was over.I waited till she was gone,hoping that she would come but she never came.I vanished from the spot with a broken heart.I didn't returned home,instead I found a hill.It was dark,I was standing right on the top of it.It was over,along with it my life,I thought.I closed my eyes,dropping tears on the mud.I raised my hands in the air to feel its last breeze.Before going in to forever sleep,The whole picture ran in front of me,from,"When I was in 6th grade".
Deep in my imagination,a third person came and gave me the poison named as "Hate".I readily swallowed it.It teared down my throat as it flew down.My heart stopped beating.The poison made a permanent impression on my gut.My chest of gems,which I had preserved for 5 years was stolen from me.My love began transforming in to hate.I was now watching the picture before my eye from a completely different point of view.I now hated that girl for whatever she did to me.I showed my feelings of affection to that girl and she burnt my feelings to ashes.She transformed a man in to a beast.A senseless and emotionless beast.Though I do not intend to force her to love me neither I wish for it but I wanted her respect.I wanted her to behave with me the same way as she behaved with other boys.It was injustice.I accept that I made mistakes,grievous mistakes but a man learns from his mistakes.All he needs is a chance along with a guide to put him to a clear path.She did not rejected to love me,she rejected to help me.She was now a villain before my eyes,an enemy whom I considered a friend.
I was sobbing.My one leg was on the hill and the other was hanging down to the infinite space.The poison of hate gave me a quick booze and I changed my mind.I was not a looser.I have a life given by GOD.I couldn't reject it.I have to face all the consequences by myself.I could not trust anyone to help me.I am a fighter,not a looser.
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